It isn't so much the feeling of looking down at your hand and seeing your blood mixed with the blood of someone you just met. And it isn't quite this desire to rip open your own face in hopes of some dramatic releasing of crows. And I don't even think it is the possibility of someone making a crown out of newspaper and putting it on your head and letting you lead a parade of one down an empty street.
No.
It is about being comfortable. Being selfish.
I am not treading water anymore.
I am actively pulling myself down
-or-
I am actually going to shore
-but-
I am not standing still.
These things always start one place and end another. They are shit with directions. They are shit with sympathy. They are shit.
I am sorry I broke your heart.
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